the StaRT of something NEW...

concerned, NO WAY to find out.

2010-08-21T00:52:00.001+08:00

how r u ?? r u okay?? hope u are. will we talk or meet again? everyday i wonder......

symbol of a thousand words

2010-08-19T20:58:00.012+08:00

i recently found this blog and found it was quite interesting.. every post was filled. Not with words, but with pictures instead. it`s like the blogger was trying to tell his/her story through the pictures posted in each post. that is really and interesting idea to me. Though i didn`t know whether he/she followed someone else`s blog but nevertheless, i still like it a lot. i mean, could u imagine that instead of talking to each other we can project images to each other?? that would be quite cool to me.. =) i kinda remember reading a book like this once i think.. many years ago. the books tells about a gifted child, who is unable to talk but able to project her thoughts and memories through pictures.. oh no! i think that`s twilight... -.- oh well.. i think being able to project a thought to others is one of the many superpowers i dream to have. after all, as it had always been said, "a picture speaks a thousand words." =)

that`s six thousand words for you...

you crushed my DreaM....

2010-08-17T22:28:00.002+08:00

didi you realized so??

MiNe =)

2010-08-12T21:16:00.005+08:00

taylor swift`s coming out with a new album this october 2010.. =) can`t wait for it to come out yayayayayayayayayyayyaayayyyyy =)

she`s so pretty....... =) =) =)

don`t you think so?? =)

just like YOU ;)

personal statement

2010-08-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

every time if you desire to apply to a university, apply for a scholarship, and so on.. you`re have to write a personal statement. everyone`s always saying, sell yourself, make yourself sound very confident, impress them, blow them away and so on.. and so you sit down and think.. hmm what`s good about myself?? a long list starts to roll out in your mind.. you eagerly start taking out a pen and paper, or start up your computer, and start putting that long list down in print. but suddenly, you stop. you hesitate. you wonder. am i really what i think i am?? am i what the people reading my essay wants me to be?? this followed by a sense of fright. would others condemn me?? what if they laugh at me??? i don`t want to seem like a stucked up person. and so, you start looking for friends to help you. but the truth is, no one really knows you than yourself. yes , you , you the one reading. you are the one that knows yourself the best. never ever trust anyone completely as everyone always has a vested interest. oh s***. diverted from the main point. when writing a personal statement, there is is no WRONG or CORRECT essays but there is always a RIGHT essay. poeple are always telling you to BE YOURSELF. but it always means, BE WHAT I LIKE YOU TO BE. this is not bullshit, it`s true. in this huge world we live in, every job we do or even the personality we have. have to be likeable. how subjective don`t you think??? i definately think so.

dun be perasan ar.

kissing you... =)

2010-08-04T21:57:00.003+08:00

that`s the name of the song that i currently like at the moment sang by this girl by the name Miranda Cosgrove. She`s an actress on a nickelodeon shown called icarly. Somehow all these young actresses are getting into the singing industry too .. oh well.. at least the song`s nice.. so sad i couldn`t post a video in this post cause i could find the codes.. =( but u can go youtube and watch the video.. =) www.youtube.com/watch?v=E65d9SwM6o8 i don like the actor in the video though.. he seems more like a really older brother than her lover.. hahas.. see for yourself larh.

physics test this friday.. >.<>

Play For Charity

2010-07-31T16:58:00.003+08:00

fuh.. just came back from tnb sports complex.. thank god, today i didn`t got lost again like yesterday mann.. credits to google maps btw.. =)
wahhh today i only realised that there`s some pretty darn good sprts people from my college.. especially this girl who won the girls singles badminton. i was so amazed by how good she is weih.. i doubt i could even get a point from her if i`m playing against her... >.<.. yup. she`s that good. not to say that i`m that fantastic of a player but she`s just really "geng". for the first time today i finally appreciate linesman/woman leh.. u know how hard is it to referee a badminton match without any linesman ma?? try it and i assure u that u won`t last long.. thank goodness most of the badminton players today practice really good sportsmanship and there was not much problem for my matches.. =) but i sure did got a fright when for the first time of the day a girl player challenged my decision and a fight almost happened. lol. not that serious larh but something like that.. anyways though, somehow the many other guys matches that i became referee had no problem except for this only girl match i refereed.. hmm i wonder why???
i just realised that the sale is here liao.. how outdated. =(
let`s go shopping!! haha.
o yeah i i watched INCEPTION yesterday at Tropicana city mall and it was FANTASTIC. i strongly recommend everyone to watch it though be sure to not be half dead as i was when u go for this movie or u`ll end up like me, hard to concentrate on the movie halfway. as it screens for two and a half hours, i was kinda like wanting to fall asleep after too hours. not cause of boredom but exhaustion. hahah.. overall i rate it 4 stars =P.

study time.. >.< .

come COME!!

2010-07-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

i ma post something liao lorh... happy??

o yea for any random people that still reads this blog, please come for this event called
"PLAY FOR CHARITY", organised by my college. =) so yea, its on the 31st of JULY so i hope all of u guys would come.. bring your friends too yea!!!
for more info surf this blog - playforcharity.blogspot.com -

HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS THERE!!!

sien.....

the LAST one...

2010-06-10T22:32:00.004+08:00

tomorrow`s the last paper. THINKING SKILLS. .. how does anyone even studies for this topic?? it`s like all common sense, but yet u have to follow Cambridge a-levels marking scheme. does that even make any sense?? anyways, today`s paper was further mathematics. not too easy.. not too hard.. i screw up the second question though.. the angle i found was.. too shameful to be even mentioned. somehow everyone found the questions i find easy hard and the questions i found hard, easy. how can that be?? something is very wrong.. i guess it must be me.. hopefully i can score at least 75 marks to score an A lar.. i`m really quite scared that if i don`t do well, my scholarship would be revolved or something. then i`ll be dead. literally.

oh yeah, i went to see my future "darling" today... however i was quite disappointed with her.. first of all, she was really really old, like nore than a decade old mann. to make matters worst, she is a MANUAL!! seriously, i gave back the knowledge of driving a manual car back to my driving instructor long time ago liao lor. the conclusion was.. REJECTED. i`m still hoping for a second hand myvi though.. *fingers-crossed*. though it`s a highly unlikely thing to happen. so for now, it`ll still be a proton wira lor.. >.<>*.. aih. sad case mann.

my cousins came to my house again today. the younger one , 2 year old baby boy, pee-ed in his pants THREE times today. and poo-ed in his pants once, in a COFFEESHOP!! i quickly ran away mann that time.. tsk tsk.. how to have kids next time ar?? so ma fan de.. if i just play with them only can lar. but if have to take care of them ar... *pengsan*. still remember my experience babysitting those orphans a month ago. *WAH* really exhausted.

alamak!! better get back to studying now... tata. =)

10.58pm
10 June 2010

i`m back!!!

2010-05-26T01:58:00.002+08:00

im back from .. i duno from where.. but im back!=)
gotta excuse myself to finish out MATHS presentation and CHEM tutorial... argh!!
i wanna futsal again... ^^

cHoonY...
2.18am
26 may 2010

not a nice day.

2009-10-31T16:59:00.003+08:00

18! more days to go... study study study! is all i do now.. =) besides blogging and also watching tv la. =)

argh! i woke up at 7 thirty. rushed through bathing, rushed through breakfast, rushed to tuition..

only to find out that tuition ACTUALLY starts at TEN. >.<>

after tuition i was "kidnapped" to selayang mall. to find out that there was NOTHING to eat there de.. swt-ness.

in the end, we ended at atria eating nasi lemak. came home. felt responsible. and started to do my add maths work. XD harkworking le? i know it! just say it ! XP

my aunty suddenly came and brought my FAVOURITE siew pau n currypuff. NO! the TEMPTATION! cant resist!!! ate them as fast as your eyes could blink. eat my sisters share too. =) hehe.

i thought i was done and THAT GIRL had to.. open that LOVELY BUTTER COOKIE>....<
cant... resist...... aih.. eat sumore.. i blame the RAIN for this mainly. it has been raining for the WHOLE WEEK, EVERY EVENING!!!!! GRR!!#$%*&!!
out of depression.. hehe.. i started eating. NON STOP. boring ma. ^^

had u read it?

cHoonY...

5.23pm

31 october 2009

the agony of WAITING...

2009-10-27T23:44:00.003+08:00

trial`s over and so is gerak gempur. now it`s down to the painstaking day all of us, SPM candidates of 2009 await. nov 18 is the date. everyday, i wake up drowsily and decide, should i go to school today? or should i not? well.. today i`ve decided not to.. the plan is like so.. monday-go, tuesday-skip, wednesday-go, thursday-go and lastly, friday-skip. =) so yea, that`s the plan currently. but there`s one problem though. went i go to school, i`ve to wake up so early and it spoils my study mood. >.< but however, when i don`t go to school, i wake up too late. XD ish.. i must stop procrastinating. thats the aim for this week.. hopefully i`ll achieve it.
wish me luck! ^.^

shall i still avoid u?? =(

cHoonY...

11.59pm

27 october 2009

nokia X6!!

2009-10-23T17:50:00.003+08:00

walau... i went n researched about this phone today n guess what...

it cost RM2270!!! o.O
how to afford wor??

aih.. so sad...

you wana buy this for me??

im avoiding you... happy?

cHoony...

6.01pm

23 october 2009

which college??!!!

2009-10-10T17:01:00.003+08:00

help or taylor better??

can u relate to the video?

cHOonY...

10.39am

11 october 2009

OMG..

2009-10-03T00:09:00.005+08:00

Fuhhhh, just got back from tuition. zzzzzzzz.. just finish watching Herbie fully loaded for the 3rd time. Hmm, number 53 is the number of the car. Why not number 51? Because 5 + 1 = 6. Have you seen the back of my shirt? I mean my jersey :D Walao. I never even expect to be blogging no after so long. Every flight moment i have after turning on the computer i will always debate with myself, TO BLOG or NOT TO BLOG? hmm, i guess you know why. There aren't any entries like since forever :D Overall, today can be considered quite a normal day. Wake up... drag myself up from bed, struggle to push the toilet door open, drag myself out of the toilet and into my room back, only to find myself dozzing off in moments, just as my head hits the pillow before that expected ''call'' arrive again. ''CHOON WEI!!'' and i know i am late for shcool again. Duhh... and that is how my day started. Practically the same routine everyday since trials started. The reason too much midnight oil burning, trying to cramp up all those information (what are they for anyway?) in to my tiny little FRAGILE brain? :D:D today, we had JPS paper for add maths. And i guess this time, i would barely scrape to even score an A, it was hard. Quite hard actually. Paper 2 was like normal. Rushing like mad to finish up everytime, while trying not to make any stupid careless mistakes which is the prime reason that always brought me to my doom. Surprisingly, paper 1 was as astonishingly harder, and there i was sitting hopelessly staring at the clock while trying to figure out whether 1 + 1 = 2 or 3?

Thankfully, trials is finally over. Not really actually. There is one more JPS paper to do which to my delight is the mathematics paper. Just one more.... before the 30 day count down starts. HELPPPPPP?? hmmm..

... akldfjoqieoiqerkljn. oh sorry, sorry. Had an eye irritation. Today i made a new vow, i will never rub my eye (at least not infront of THAT person lahh) right? ;D

oh you know, recently. i have just rearrange tha layout of my room. After rearranging my room for like numerous ammount of time (actually for the fifth time only, i think) for this year, i have finally ended up at the starting. After 9 months of mary-go-round around my room, my bed, cupboards and study table ended up in the same position. Just like how i started a year of 2009. Isn't that just pathetic?? You are not suppose to answer YES, kay.

Boys like girls are in town. I have always wondered how did the name boys like girls actually came up. Does it mean that, boys LIKE girls as in like like, that I LIKE YOU, YOU LIKE ME, LIKE? or does it mean that boys ARE like girls, that means SISSY? A few names are appearing in my head but i think i would rather not name them. :D Do you think the band boy like girls are classified as bad boys, DO YOU? Just recently, some one told me that good girls like BAD boys. But bad boys hurt good girls hard. Is it true? If it is, should i be a BAD boy too... *THINKING* nehhh, hmmmm. think of it. People always blame the bad boys for breaking the good girls heart. Not that i think they are not jerks, but don't you think the good girls deserve a good lesson???? Hmmm... :):):):):)

Okay, what's next now? Wow. This post is getting too long. I guess its the accumulation of the many months blogging i have missed since the exam fever took over me :(:(:(

Okay, that's all for now i guess...Wouldn't want you to lose interest in anything i have to say in future. Good night, tomorrow have to wake up early to study. haih :(

Disclaimer : this post isn't technically written by me. So any hard feelings or felt and any obvious any grammar errors is solely and only the responsibility of the typist.

i hope you and her get better.

cHoony...
12.11am
3 October 2009

hmmm... help???

2009-07-22T21:15:00.001+08:00

so long din blog liao... kind of busy.. kind of lazy... hmmm....
anyone wana talk??

cHoonY...
9.17pm
22 july 2009

aGaRH!!!

2009-07-12T14:02:00.002+08:00

>.< aih.. walauweih.. research research... scholarships/......
sick now... some1 HELP me???

u`re welcome... i guess.

cHoonY...

2.05pm

12 july 2009

walauweee....

2009-07-03T17:31:00.001+08:00

blogging is so "DANGEROUS" liao.... o.O!!

=( gona do my summary now.

cHoonY...

5.54pm

3 july 2009

how peculiar...

2009-06-30T22:51:00.006+08:00

list of people going national service came out liao lor... suddenly my facebook homepage was like.. "oh.. i kena NS!!! F***!" or "YES!!! i tak kena ns... yay.." hahas... oh well... this year i`m still considered 16. SO... no worries for me bout it. however, it seems many people seem to ask me whether i kena anot. i was like... HELO??? 1993???

get wat i mean?? =) anyways, a few of my classmates got in it. i thought of congratulating them but hearing their complaints and so on i thought otherwise. ^^

wat`s wrong going for national service?? it`s a once ina lifetime chance wat. =)

people that got choosen should be THANKFUL that they are so lucky. well, i know there`s Some1 that agrees with me.. THaT peRson did not get choosen, but he/she was sad.... i think i would be sad TOO.. i guess. if i didn` get choosen. i dunolar. but by next year, i would be in college liao... SO HOW??? will i go or not??

u think u cant sleep well?
can`t concentrate on SPM??
my advice to you, stop worrying and enjoy urself!!!! =P

finally my moral project is all done... hehe.

national service is fine with me except that all guys, MUST CUT BALD.omg

but u`ll get to look like them. not bad huh? XD

cHoonY...

11.16pm

30 june 2009

MUST WATCH!!!! =)

2009-06-28T14:05:00.007+08:00

cHoonY...

3.30pm

28 june 2009

Video/Song of the day. Breathe-Taylor Swift ft. Colbie Caillat

2009-06-27T16:05:00.003+08:00

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
But people are people and sometimes we change our minds
But its killin me to see you go after all this time
Mhmmm mhmmm

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie
It’s the kind of ending you don’t really wanna see
Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down
Now I don’t know what to be without you around

And we know it’s never simple never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can’t breathe without you but I have to
Breathe, without you but I have to

Never wanted this, never wanted to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I’ve tried to swerve
But people are people and sometimes it doesn’t work out
Nothing we say now is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it’s never simple never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can’t breathe without you but I have to
Breathe, without you but I have to

It’s 2 am
Feelin like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it’s not easy, easy for me
Its 2 am
Feelin like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this aint easy, easy for me

And we know it’s never simple never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
Oh I can’t breathe without you but I have to
Breathe, without you but I have to
Oh I can’t breathe without you but I have to
Breathe, without you but I have to

I’m sorry.. I’m sorry.. I’m sorry

nice SONG!!! listen to it.... =)

cHoonY...

4.00pm

27 june 2009

U`LL PAY FOR IT.

2009-06-26T17:59:00.000+08:00

I PROMISE YOU.

u know who u are.

the starting sounds weird?? =)

2009-06-18T22:48:00.003+08:00

" He smiled at me. From that moment onwards, I knew, he was THE ONE. The love of my life," whispered Jane. I have this best friend, her name is Jane. We had bee childhood friends since like, FOREVER. Twenty long years it had been. We are still and just, the best-test of friends.

My parents and her parents have known each other long before both of us were even "arrived" to this world. Obviously, we spent our childhood life, together. We played, ate and even studied at the same school-TOGETHER. From preschool till secondary school, we were inseparable. As the years passed by, I realised that I begun to treat her less and less as a best friend as my feelings for her grew stronger. Day by day... Ironically, I never had the courage to express out all those feelings. Sad right? Well, it`s my life anyway. So, I waited... and waited... and waited... But " THE DAY" never came.

Time went on and we graduated from high school with flying colours. Then, the breaking news came. She was going to study medicine at Harvard University and she even got a scholarship to study there, for free. A tuition fees covered. Unlike her, I, on the other hand only offered a scholarship to study in a local university. Both with a heavy heart, we started accept that it is time, to grow up. Tears fell as both of us were saying goodbye to each other at the Kuala Lumpur International Airport. However, we vowed to keep in touch and to never forget about one another. Ironically, I still have not confessed to her about my strong feelings towards her.
" MAYBE, when she comes back," I told myself. " After all, she would be there for only four years. How long can`t I wait?? After all, I have waited all these years. Four years of waiting would the best "way" to prove my love my love. For her." I comforted myself.

We decided to keep in touch the old-fashioned way, by writing letters. Every other week, we would write letters to each other updating each other on the current affairs, activities we did, people we meet, and the list goes on. As a matter of fact, we still tell each other practically everything. So I started my course in business management and in four years, I came out of the university proudly with my masters in business, (MBA). I actually planned out all of this so that by the time Jane is back, both of us would be both working. Maybe in some way if it`s my luck, we will end up working together?? Isn`t everything just perfect?? That was what I thought anyway.

Now, four years had passed and I awaited the day of her arrival anxiously. After four years, I had finally built up the courage and will definately confess to her-once and for all.
"YES! She`s mine for sure," I told myself. Off I went searching high and low everywhere at every jewelery shop in Malaysia for the most expensive and glamorous diamond necklace for her. The day finally came, armed with my huge bouquet of red roses and the glimmering necklace in my pocket, I drove to the airport and waited anxiously for her arrival.

My heart dropped. Time stood still. There, in front of me is her, Jane, my best friend, holding on to the hand of a tall, dark and handsome guy. " HI! NICK! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!" she shrieked as she rushed forward and gave me a huge hug. She then whispered into my ear, "He smiled at me. From that moment onwards, I knew, that he was THE ONE. The love of my life." At that very moment I had this feeling that he would be the love of my life. " Meet Andy," she then said. Millions of thought ran through my mind as I was staring at HER and HIM but all I could finally asked myself was, " WHAT ABOUT ME???"

like it??

cHoonY...
11.44pm
18 June 2009

mannn...

2009-06-18T14:56:00.004+08:00

at school now. my moral marks was DEDUCTED! aih. 73 to 70! >.<

i din noe can put password for posts de.

sum1 teach me?

stopped ignoring sum1 today-FOR NOW.

cHoonY...

2.58pm

18 june 2009

TRUE or FALSE???

2009-06-16T18:47:00.002+08:00

i was watching tv just a few minutes ago n i heard this....

u can never be best friends with ur ex ANYMORE after "THE BREAK", EXCEPT IF....

1. One or BOTH of you never really loved each other.

2. Someone or BOTH are still trying their best to do anything for each other.

3. LOVE is the thing that was important in the relationship and NOT the PERSON the guy/girl was dating.

hmmmm... got me up and pondering....

R U ONE LIKE THAT?????

cHoonY...

6.53pm

16 june 2009

TWO WORDS

2009-06-16T00:05:00.001+08:00

just two words, u wanna hear it?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

am i the 1st?? =)

choonY...
12.00am
16 june 2009

1st day of 2nd Sem-- THINK AGAIN.

2009-06-15T22:51:00.006+08:00

hols over. study time again. MARKS!!! duty. -.- many more... so now which is better?? the hols or the schooling days?? i guess. we, will never be satisfied with what we have. during the school days, we long for the hols. when the hols are here, we complain how boring it is. WHAT do we really want actually?? when we spend time with our friends, we long for our family. when we`re with our family, we wonder how in the world did we end up in this place-we never ever imagined we would go there. have u ever stop and think of that? when your life seems to be so longgggg... boring... we think of all the BETTER things we could be doing instead. think n think. N think. when we`re having fun however, do we stop and think, how lucky am i today?? nah... i don`t think so... we seem to not think much during those times huh??? tell me i`m wrong. last but not least, think of the last "deep shit" or sad situation u were in just like, a few days ago?.. a week ago?? a month?or last year... okay... now think, when all hopes are gone or it just seem that nothing can be done by you anymore, did u pray n pray n prayed so hard that GOD would miraculously do something, something, anything to make EVERYTHING better?? unless u`re a free thinker la, but i think mostly 99.99% of the people THAT I KNOW, has a religion. ANYWAYS, back to the topic, BUT when you are having everything you ever wanted, everything is just going so well for you, there`s nothing much you desire anymore, your FANTASY comes through, it`s happening now, u`ve always dreamt for this moment, the
best-test time you ever had, the most suprising happy thing happened and so on.... do u stop, think awhile, and thank GOD, for everything you are enjoying and the happiness you`re having???? do stop n think WHO are or is the ones/one who did all this for you?? sometimes things should not been seen by the cover only. THINK AGAIN.

28 minutes and counting....

cHoonY...
11.32pm
15 june 2009

CANCELLED!

2009-06-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

school wont be ending at 2 thirty anymore. sorry for the wrong news. >.<
but the pengetua changed her mind.. haha. =)

Attention!!

2009-06-09T18:25:00.003+08:00

too all students of SMKBUD2, from the month of july onwards, we`ll be ending school at 2THIRTY for every MONDAY n TUESDAY. ALL periods will now be 40 minutes each fro the whole week. >.<>

o yea. to all PREFECTS... for the assembly this coming monday(take note especially kevin lee n ellangovan) please make sure everything is PERFECT. that`s wat ms ong said though. thats all.

cHoonY...
6.42pm
9 june 2009

second day

2009-06-06T00:19:00.006+08:00

haha... just came back... (half chatting-half blogging now)..
tryin to not reply and update my blog 1st. ^^
today i made a new friend. hehe. YAY!

anyways. watched TERMINATOR-SALVATION

the show ROXS wei...

very interesting and there was not one moment when i was bored watching this movie.

MUST WATCH-hehe. 4 and a half star rating.

could be 5star though. cept the ending was like.. SOOoooo potong. even-me, myself can write a better ending. however, overall, u won`t regret watching it i`m sure. XD

today is the last night... >.<

cHoonY...

12.35am

6 june 2009

first home alone day...

2009-06-04T23:48:00.006+08:00

walau.. tired.. just came back from yam cha.. guess wat.. on way to ss17 just know a Waja car went over a white cat mann!! damn siao...it din even stop to see what happened to the cat wei. i hope he/she meets with an accident on his/her way home*evil grin..*. mycousin sister freaked out while my cousin brother din even notice it happened.. anyway... i feeling kind of sad for the poor little kitten... looking forward on going SPCA this monday though. ^^

o yea. watch a new movie today(yesterday i mean-since it`s pass twelve liao)..

it was NOT BAD.. really.. quite nice. though i realised many girls who were in the cinema was just there to stare at the face of this guy on the right. in my opinion though, he looked really hideous with long hair. my advice to him,"stick with the clean cut short hair"

this show was a comedy so we had a good laugh during quite a number of scenes of the show.
there are SOME.. touching scenes too.. more for those "into love" kind of people. unlike me. i just gave a good laugh about the show.

however, we shall not forget bout the moral of the story, well. watch it! and tell me what u think is the lesson learnt ^^ i shall not be a spoiler.
overall. i give this show 3stars-for the comedy

that`s all for now then *out*

btw, although the 'touching scenes; din really touched my heart,

i somehow liked that certain line mike/zac efron said,

"IF YOU REALLY LOVE THAT PERSON, YOU WOULD LET GO AND LET HER MOVE ON"

cHoonY...

12.04pm

5 june 2009

Trick Of The Mind(Boy-Part 1)

2009-06-04T00:08:00.004+08:00

TRICK OF THE MIND

I have never had a girlfriend. I don`t think I ever will now. It gets me down sometimes, to tell you the truths. I actually feel bad ALL the time.

I am okay-looking. Not great, but okay if you go for tall and a bit on the thin side. But even before everything got totally screwed up I had this image stuck in me from schooldays that I could not shake off. It`s not that I did not try. I just COULD NOT. I could trace it all the way back down to infant school. I was the sort of kid who was in trouble a lot. I did not meant to get in trouble, but I always seem to have voices in my head. I never knew what they said-it was like they were murmuring behind a closed door-but they prevented me from concentrating, and all my work were never done. I never told anyone about the voices. Why should I? I`m stupid, but I`m not stupid, if you get what I mean.

I got in deep shit for other stuffs too. I use to sit next to Harry. One day he brought this moth to school in a matchbox. I could hear it banging itself against the sides all morning, it was very loud and clear-in my head. So at lunchtime I took the box from Harry`s drawer and hid round the corner in the boy`s toilet. The moth did not move or anything and I thought I was too late so I held it in my hand, whispering to it that I was sorry for it`s fate even though I knew it couldn`t hear. It had these velvet brown wings with spots and patterns and it hit me that I`ve never looked at a moth this closely before.

Only then my head went sort of fuzzy, like everything was a long long way away, and my hands felt as if it was burning. Things around me were getting more and more blurrier. Somewhere in the background the voices were going on at me and I got the idea that they were excited-sort of pushing around, trying to get a good look in front, if you get what I mean. And then Harry appeared. He roared out in laughter and said that I was freaking weird because I have been swaying, and he tried to snatch the moth. I yelled at him to get whacked real hard and all the shouting brought Ms. Ong storming in. Harry being her " pet " told her I had been trying to pull the moth`s wings off, and he was trying to save it. It really got to me, him saying that, as I know, I would not even hurt a fly.

The moth turned out to be okay. It suddenly fluttered off towards the ceiling in the middle of all the commotion, but Ms. Ong refused to listen to my side. I was punished to stand in the corner of the classroom with my face to the wall. To make matters worst, my mother was called in after school. It caused a huge pile of trouble; but to tell you the truth, I was always getting stuck in corners for something-especially things got to do with HARRY.

I guess this was why I became so good at staring at walls.

So even when I hit my teens everyone in Leigh Cove still remembered me as the geeky kid standing in corners and I guess it didn`t make me a great catch. Although I always thought if girls would give me a chance and talk to me properly-instead of laughing at me-I would be fun and amazing and they could get a different perspective of what I am like. In my DREAMS! It didn`t stopped me from wanting girls though. I used to hang out at places where I thought they might show up. The castle was my favourite. Loads of girls went there. Some of them did drugs and stuff, but I never touched away of those. I just couldn`t see the point.

But whether they are high or not, the girls at the castle did not take much notice of me. Instead, they noticed Harry though. He had turned into the kind of guy that all girls seemed to dig. He looked pretty good and he was a bit of joker, too. He did stuff to get a laugh. But he could change mood just as fast as u can blink your eyes. Not everyone knew about that fact of him. It was Harry, of course, who was going out with Natalie. That should keep me away from her. But it wasn`t. And I didn`t. And that`s why everything`s got screwed up the way it has. I should have just left her ALONE. Left her alone.....

It was back in November-a Friday afternoon-the day I first picked Natalie out. I was up at the castle, sort of hanging around the edge of the Leigh Comp. gang.

Harry had Natalie wrapped round him. In between their " session " they were watching a kid shuffle cards by the east wall.

I remembered Natalie from school. She`d been this kid with really long plaits who was a couple of years younger than me. I did not know much about her, but sometimes her mum had these bruises ob her face. I never saw her dad.

On that Friday I noticed how much older she looked. Girls do that, don`t they? They just suddenly change so much that one minute they`re someone you don`t even nod at the corridor, and the next minute they`ve turned into someone you dream about every second of the day and night. I get like that about girls sometimes.

Cox was with me, on my shoulder. She lived at the castle. Or, at least, she would just turned up one day, and stayed. Everyone thought she was the ugliest pigeon in the world. She had only one eye and she was all shabby and untidy but I really took care of her. I often go for stuff that is shabby and untidy. I use to nick toys from Mum`s church jumble sales-bashed-up teddies and porcupines with their ear missing. I hid them under my bed and tried to " wish " them better before I go to sleep. If Mum found them she would go berserk because she says that they are full of germs and she did not want them to " contaminate " the house.

So anyway, I was watching Natalie do all this snogging and stuff with Harry, and then Harry came up for air and started watching the kid with the cards. When he did that Natalie looked round at me instead. I could feel her shooting me these short, daring glances, and I was shooting glances back too. Every time our eyes met it made my gut go all knotted up. Then Harry caught me looking at her. I slid my eyes away and made out that I was only interested in the girl doing the card tricks.

In fact, just to make a point of it, I watched really closely. She looked young. Younger than Natalie anyway. She was wearing a Leigh Comp. uniform but I had not seen her before so I guessed she was probably new. Although I did not know everyone at Leigh Comp. anymore. I left in first form because they claimed that I was not coping. I was supposed to go somewhere else but I panicked about the whole thing so they got me a home tutor. Then another one. You probably get the idea. Oh well...

" Pick a card. " The girl held the deck out to Harry. " Any one you want. you can show everyone else, but don`t show me. "

Harry pulled out a card from the deck and waved it at the rest of the gang, who made a hooting noises like they were a TV game show audience or something. I felt sorry for the girl.

She looked a bit nervous but she kept going, and gave him a pen. " Now write your name on it. "

Harry wrote on the card and the waved it at the gang again. The hooting got louder and I knew he had written something that was not his name, although I couldn`t really see where I was standing.

" Now I`m going to look away, while you put your card back into the middle of the deck. "

Harry pushed backed the card into the deck.

" Okay. " The girl looked round again. " Now even though you wrote on that card, and you put it back into the middle yourself, I want to show you something. "

The hoot got so wild it was like someone had just won a million dollars.

Harry gave this slow smile like he was being witty and amazing and said, " I don`t think there`s much you`ve got that I would want to see. "

I felt that was a real mean thing to say. Not every girl can look like Natalie

The magician girl kept her eyes on the cards like Harry had not said what he had said and slowly turned the top one over. Then she handed him the card. " Is this it? "

Harry`s grin froze for a second. " I don`t get how you did that. "

He waved the card in the air. This time I could see that what he had written had an f and a k, and it was not hard to work out what went between.

While he was still grinning round everyone Natalie flashed a smile at me that showed off a tiny green emerald. I started thinking about where else she might have emeralds. And not just emeralds. I mean-a girl like Natalie would go for all sorts of body piercing and tattoos and stuff.

She and Harry went soon after that. Harry dragged her away-probably for a session round the back, Harry was always bragging about how he had a session with this girl or that. Except he usually calls it something else...

cHoonY...

2.42am

4 june 2009

Trick Of The Mind(Girl-Part 1)

2009-06-03T22:35:00.004+08:00

TRICK OF THE MIND

I never dreamed I would hurt Nick, but everything got so messed up. It was like not being able to tell the difference between clubs and spades. Diamond and hearts. Right and wrong. Truth and lies.
And it`s been so hard trying to get those pictures out of my head. Pictures of him and HER together. I try to forget. But, I know those pictures would haunt me FOREVER.
I can`t wind the clock back. I can`t just press the undo button to make those terrible thing that i did disappear. But at least I have been HONEST. And once Nick understands what made everything got so tangled up and twisted, I`m SURE we can start again. We`ll go back to the beginning. The only difference, this time it won`t be him and her-it`ll be HIM and ME. TOGETHER.

I first met Nick up at the castle. Everyone calls it " the castle " but it`s really a ruin-crumbled grey stone and skeletal towers rising up from top of the hill. You cross the old wooden bridge to get into it, and the moat is all full of cans and trashes and so on. Someone even dumped a Giant`s trolley in there.
There`s still a portion of castle roof by the east wall and on that day I was sheltering under it doing magic tricks. I had never been to the castle before, but i spent hours watching it from the little window of my tiny bedroom and imagining the wind whispering in the tower while the sea smashed about below it. I love these things.
The PROBLEM was that the Leigh Comp. gang where always up there. The really rough ones. I needed a back-up in case they turned on me.
The magic tricks were the key to solve this problem. They always have been. I went up the castle early, racing there as soon as the school ends at sharp two. I wanted to get some things sorted and planned out before anyone else arrives. It`s part of what magicians have to do-ALWAYS planning and thinking ahead.
I did not get long enough to enjoy the scenery, but it was long enough to get the magic sorted. I was already flicking and shuffling cards by the time " THE GANG " came walking in through the archway.
Nick was with them. Natalie was there too. She was with Harry and they were all over each other. Then out of the blue Harry said to me, " Go on then, impress us. "
I was much surprised. I had not expected him to even notice me and here he`s talking to me. But i rose to the moment.
" Pick a card. Any one you want. You can show everyone else. But don`t show me. "
Harry took a card and started spinning it in the air. I could see he just wanted the attention-he was that kind-but the gang started clapping and cheering. I had to block it all to keep my mind focused.
" Now write your name on the card. "
I noticed Harry had horrible stubby fingers. I notice hands. Magicians have to look after their hands, especially if they are doing close-up work.
Harry took my pen, wrote something, and then waved the card at others. It was obvious that he had not written his name. I made a pretty good guess of what he had written though. I blocked it out again, and kept going.
" If you put the card back in the middle of the deck, I`ll show you something. "
" There`s not much you have got that I`d want to see. "
Even I could not put a block on that. Everyone burst out laughing and I wished that there was a secret trapdoor in the ground that would open up and let me disappear; but I don`t do those sort of illusions. I turned the top card over; ignoring his stupid messy handwriting, and showed it to him. " Is this it ? "
Usually I would take a bit longer with that trick and made it the second card I turn over-pretend that i had made a mistake the first time so that i can built up the tension-but i did not want to prolong the agony with Harry. All i just wanted is for him to leave.
He actually looked confused for a moment. " I don`t get how you did that. "
I think it might have bothered him that I had actually got it right, because not for long after that he grabbed Natalie and they disappeared round back of the castle somewhere. I didn`t suppose he would stay bothered for long, but i was more knotted up inside than an really complicated rope trick. I felt very exposed and humiliated in front of Natalie. Harry was older than me-in the sixth form-but Natalie was in my year and she looked like one of those models on the front cover of Seventeen. In my fantasy dreams I wanted to hang round with her one day, and i hate the idea she would think that I was a GEEK.

cHoonY...

12.07pm

4 june 2009

finally!!!

2009-06-03T19:00:00.003+08:00

haha... finally get to watch this movie... =)

was funnier then the 1st one le... i give 4 star rating la...

o yea... SAW two person i know today. lol. both from my tuition.

tired now.... **out**

cHoonY...

7.04pm

3 june 2009

BACK!!!

2009-06-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

fuh... back from cameron... straight away went for accounts tuition... then... next morning, at 8AM.. got ADD MATHS tuition pulak... damn siao wei....

cameron was fun. i need my PICS to write bout it le. aihh... ZH!!!!

2mrw going 1U.. ^^ hehe.. finally get to watch movies.. haha.

o yea... it`s june liao... many people`s birthday coming. NO!!! money flying off liao...

nice phone..(better then i-phone *to me lar...* xD)

nokia 5800!!! i want ONE! just ONE! xP

cHoonY...

11.47pm

2 june 2009

anyone wana come along??

2009-05-30T01:28:00.003+08:00

6 hours and counting... mann... it`s almost time to be in school liao wei... clothes all out. some on d bed, some on the table, some on the floor... haha. maybe i should just wear ONE PAIR of clothes only to cameron. lol. haven pack wei... how le??
forget about it... will solve this problem... well, after i wake up from sleep?? typical me, always doing things on the twenty-third hour(mind my english k.. ^^)......
it seems that i don`t seem to be looking so GREATLY-VERY-EXTREMELY-OVER-EXCITED to go after i guess. HU`S FAULT??? **YOUlarh...** haiyo. i purposely write this post in this colour cause you-know-why i dun have to mention right?? -.-
anywaysss......... i`m looking forward for that WATERFALL tomorrow le... will take LOTZZ of pictures for u all.. hehe.
3 days no com... can i survive?? haha. i survived 3 longgggggggggggggggg exxaaammmm weeeeeks.... without d com. so i guess, i`ll be fine.
btw, pictures for yesterday`s teacher`s day will be post SOON. dats depends on alex la still.. hahah.
neways. hols are here. more time for me to post new posts... xP aiming to get as many people as possible to come view my blog often. hehe.

o yea... there`s gonna be like a STORY... coming soon.... haha. i wana see how bad m i in writing.
n the SPELLING MISTAKES too of cuz(alwiz kena from ms wendy wan >.<)

try out this sweet wei... reali SWEET!!! ^-^

cHoonY...
1.47am(shhh.... xD)
30 may 2009

Teacher`s Day 2009

2009-05-29T19:38:00.003+08:00

wah... today`s teacher`s day celebration le... damn siao... yesterday pn jamilah suddenly told me dat i have to give SPEECH wor for today`s assembly. i was lik... wth??!!! aih.. anyway, had to do it also anyway.. how was it huh i wonder? =) somehow, after one year of speeches and ikrars, i still tend to stutter(is this how u spell it??lol.) whenever doing those two dreadfull stuffs...
EVEN TODAY.
haha.. oh well.. i guess not many people realise it so it`s fine gua..
o yea, got a number of people liked my speech le today. some even seem to believe that i just copy this from somewhere to read or some teacher for example pn rosna, probably wrote it for me.. -.-
look down on me meh?? CHEH...
anyway, my gratitude to naathiya for lending me her last year speech. haha.
oh my.. time to go physics tuition liao... aihhhhh...
k den.. that`s all for now... tata...

cHoonY...
7.49pm
29 may 2009

this piece by jon schmidt roxs wei... VERI NICE!!! ^^

2009-05-07T17:55:00.004+08:00

its a combination of the song love story by taylor swift....

and viva la vida by coldplay...

he`s sure a nice dad... haha... listen to them all... i wish I can do SOMETHING like that... lol... dun think it`ll ever happen though.. >.< =)

unlucky day

2009-04-26T17:16:00.002+08:00

this is realy an unlucky day for me wei... i studied the whole day today....
wanted to go out to cycle... so bout 4 something i called my cousin n we were supposed to meet at his house... then off i went happily cycling to my cousin`s house thinking of where shall we cycle today... mana tau!!??? halfway there.. it started to drizzle... i was like.. aiyo... a bit rain only la... just go on continue cycling.... cycling.... SUDDENLY..... (after cycling for like 1 minute )
fuyoh... like someone poured a bucket off water over me only.. i was soaking wet in less then 30 seconds... then ma quickly cycle home lor.... by the time i reached home, i was all wet from top to bottom inside out... **aihh...** -.-" anyway... immediately i went upstairs to bath la... won`t want to be sick ( not at this time especially.. )
then.. when i bathed finish... NoTe: i don`t bath so long wan k...
back to the topic... when i bathed finish..., it already STOPPED raining wei...
damn dumb lorrr..... AAGRRHH!!!!! of all the times right.. the whole day yesterday n today morning so freaking hot n i wished for some rain but the time i wish for NO RAIN... IT RAINED.... X( grrrr..... worst thing of all... it stopped just when i finished bathing... aih....

guess it`s just not my day today... so ManY happenings that i wished not to happen occur pulak...

cHoonY...
5.39pm
27 april 2009

would SUM1 buy it for me??? hehe...

2009-04-20T23:42:00.005+08:00

ASTON MARTINS... XP

o yea.. today is kunyi`s birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUN YI!!!! =)

cHoonY...
11.50 pm
20 april 2009

prefect camp (18-19 april 2009)

2009-04-20T23:34:00.004+08:00

FUN!!!!

im sure everyone agrees with me right??? xD
everythings all over but the experience wont just vanish from the minds of ours, the prefects....
congrats to all that went for the camp n TOO BAD... for those that din get to go... haha...

tired now... muscles aching after all the rafting... n PADDLING... ^^
gudnite.. *yawn*...

cHoonY...
11.40 pm
19 april 2009

A PoeM....

2009-04-20T22:39:00.003+08:00

well... its not written by me.. but i think it`s nice... take some time and read it.. ^^

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast

Time is short.

The music won't last

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast

Time is short.

The music won't last

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift...

Thrown away.

Life is not a race

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

boys...

2009-04-14T16:32:00.002+08:00

lol.. wat u thing about this email i receive?

When a boy is quiet ... millions of things are running in his mind.

When a boy is not arguing ... he is thinking deeply.

When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions ... he is wondering how long you will be around.

When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... he is not at all fine.

When a boy stares at you ... he is wondering why you are lying.

When a boy let you lays on his chest ... he is wishing for you to be his forever.

When a boy wants to see you everyday... he wants to be yours 4eva.

When a boy says ' I love you ' ... he means it.

When a boy says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more
than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....

Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot...

Who calls you back when you hang up on him...

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

Wait for the guy who ...kisses your forehead...

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...

Who holds your hand in front of his friends...

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

**Just like ME??? ^.^**

cHoonY... 4.37pm

another school life day.....

2009-03-31T23:14:00.003+08:00

walau weih... today damn siao wei... woke up at 6.55AM!!!!
rushed like shit mann.... not sure i bath anot summore...
lesterday bout like 3 am like dat i woke up n keeping sneezing wei... i was like.. who in d WORLD would be CURSING mE 3AM???!!! any1 wants to admit ma??? >.<
anyway... went to school n 1st period was sivik. UNFORTUNATELY.... it became CHEM!!! aih...
so damn sleepy wei... den DAT WOMAN kee giving me problem... i feel so iritated by her!!! teach teach teach teach... THANK GOODNESS THERE`S RAPTAI 2MRW.. hehe.. so NO CHEMISTRY 2mrw... YAY!!! XD
school life continued as usual n den it was maths after rehat... suddenly no ELECTRICITY pulak wor.. the whole school somemore... so freakin hot wei.... everyone all busy faning themselves... we took this excuse to ask pn roselinda to not teach us for today... sadly it didn`t work.. >.<
the electricity came back after awhile n she was like... "okay class.. no more EXCUSE.." aiyo.. all of us so sien le... at least MOST of us la... jun xiong n i especially really didn`t feel like studying lor... haha...
after school.... stayed back n wanted to look for alex to eat lunch wan.. MANA TAU i was told that he went home liao... -.- apala... den have to walk around cari people lor... the girls fault la.. go basketball training so early... luckily i found ken keng n zhi hong at macd... ate my lunch den went back to school...... nothing much interesting after that.... went back home... sleep.. do work...
OH! n i realised something.. u know ar... everytime go moral assignment pass up ar... i sure get a call from SOMEONE wan.. haha.. (u know hu u are.. =D)
n HE`S disturbing me now... wana noe y?? cuz his SUM1 ... is at cheras right now... or maybe on d way back la i duno... but he`s SOOOO LONELY now... haha... QUICK REACH HOME LA.. haha.... NYC!!!
omg. moral laporan still haven started yet... lol. wat`s the topic already ar?? lol... shit...
GRRR!!! y is EVERYONE .... NOT goin to school wan 2mrw??? hu wana do duty for me le????? O.O!!!!
dats all for now la...

cHoonY...
11.45pm

B*TCHES!!!!

2009-03-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

omg. seriously mann... is our school full of full grown female dogs???

dey n their mouth.....

guess wat? i know SUM1 close to me that`s like dat too.... some1 VERI CLOSE....

AAGGRHH!!!!

dammnnn pissed la... i cant finish my list now... it`s stuck...

somemore ms ong wants it 2mrw!!! >.<

cHoonY
11.40pm

a day of happiness n dissapointments....

2009-03-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

nno idea wat to say.....
everything`s too much to be described with words...
days must go on though...
though i pray of a frozen time....
time seems to leave me behind...
as i chase after all these memories
memories are the sweetest of all....

to be continued...
sis disturbing!!!
-.-"

cHoonY...
10.27pm

should i???

2009-01-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...
now after like one month of blogging im finding it quite boring to blog le... duno y.... maybe i should juz write a DIARY rite??? ^^

wat do u guys think???

btw, luving dis new song called "a little too not over you"....

>.<

cHoonY... 7.30pm

haha.. found this... quite INTERESTING.... ^^

2009-01-13T19:45:00.000+08:00

Why Does Boy Act Strangely? =)

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is
Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking
something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.
He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!
Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

... hmm...

2009-01-02T21:23:00.001+08:00

hey.... i think i actually experienced DEJAVU.. today.. just recently only.. OMG.

will sum1 explain to me???
wat it really is like??

cHoonY... 9.30pm

HAPPY NEW YEAR...

2009-01-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

haha.... todays new year day n also my birthday... XD

went out to celebrate till now.. haha..

neways.. would like to share what happen wif u people but... IM TOO TIRED LA... haha
im sure everyone is... ^^
so i guess..... todays FUN shall be kept just for MY FRENS N I??? haha..

happy new year everyone...

see you all soon.. ^^

o yea... today is the day... i realized SOMETHING REALI IMPORTANT.... it`s goona change many things from now on... i guesss....

cHoonY...10.45pm

DISCLAIMER...

2008-12-31T13:07:00.000+08:00

please for you people who reads my blog... dont take the post seriously and think that it has something to to with my life k??

i crap a LOT... ^^

so... thats all...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO U ALL!!!!

cHoonY... 1.00pm

one short one for today...

2008-12-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

well.... don`t reali have much to say today...
reali tired cause i went to work today...
WOW. money is not easy to be earned....
that`s what i`ve learned...

anyways.....

some advice for youpeople outside there reading my blog...
ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS...
NO... REALLYYYYY>>> IT DOES....

thats all for today la i guess...
nitez...

p.s. o yea... not everything i write here is true k??? FYI....

cHoonY... 10.00pm

something to know....

2008-12-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

Found someone that day, oh I found someone and ran away...
Something pulled me back, voice of reason I forgot I had...
All I know is you're not here to say what you always used to say...
But it`s written in the sky.. tonight.....

So I won't give up, no I won't break down...
Sooner than it seems life turns around...
So u should be strong, even if it all goes wrong...
When you`re standing in the dark you can believe...
Someone's watching over YOU.....

Seen that red light, and it's shining on my destiny...
Shining all the time, and I won't be afraid...
To follow everywhere it's taking me...
All I know is yesterday is gone, and right now I belong...
To this moment to my dreams.....

So I won't give up, no I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
So you should be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When you`re standing in the dark you can believe
Someone's watching over YOU.....

It doesn't matter what people say...
And it doesn't matter how long it takes...
Believe in yourself and you'll find...
And it only matters how true you are...
Be true to yourself and follow your HEART.....

So I won't give up, no I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around...
So you should be strong, even if it all goes wrong...
When you`re standing in the dark you can believe...

That i won`t give up...
No i won`t break down...
Sooner than it seems life turns around...
And i`ll still be strong, even it it all goes wrong...
When you`re standing in the dark you can BELIEVE...
That someone`s watching over...
Someone`s watching over YOU..

Yeah yeah
Oh oh SOMEONE`S WATCHING OVER YOU.....
. .... ...

cHoonY... ( 11.58pm )

a day that went WELL??? or not??? u TELL me...

2008-12-22T19:14:00.000+08:00

ahhh.... finally i get to update my blog.... eesshh.... it`s so iritating la... everytime i want to update it... sure sometime come about...

anyways...

yesterday i went out with my aunty, uncle, cousin bro n sister to 1U.

wahh... we ate quite a lot mann.... first we went bbq plaza....

lols..... btw, my sister never been to this place before .... hahas.... we were so suprised.... aren`t we all??? XD makan makan already then after that went to watch YES MAN!!!!!

this show is not that bad.... 4 and a half star rating from me...=P check it out if u ppl have the time.... actually.. i kind of like this show.. cause some part of it reminds me of MYSELF... haha.. ask me y???.. ....... now.. to what`s the story about.. this show is practically about this guy.... CARL..(jim carrey.. btw he looks quite old already.. lol. was never interested in him though... haha..) back to the topic... carl... is a really sad guy... his wife stephanie... DUMP him after like a FEW MONTHS of marriage with him.... it had been 3 MONTHS.... i mean YEARS.... since it happened... but i... i mean but he.... never actually got over it... now for the reason why is it called yes man... he went for this course.... and... EH.... go watch it YOURSELF la... i don`t want to be a spoiler... haha... but there`s this one part i would like to meantion... after carl aka jim carrey was like okay... settled down... then suddenly stephanie WANTS HIM BACK pulak.... swt betul.... tried to seduce him but LUCKILY... he said NO this time... haha.... i was so glad... i mean... she should like patch things up EARLIER what... not till 3 YEARS ..... gals n guys... REMEMBER THIS K????... ^^

after the movie end.... we went and walked around while waiting for my cousin sis to finish her work.... walk walk walk... OH... finally it`s 4!!! haha..
then guess wat????!!!???
we went to EAT .... AGAIN!!!! lols wei.... after 4 hours only... my bbq plaza food also have not digest yet.....
we went to eat SUSHI!!!!!
hahas.... now i don`t know whether i liked it or not....... hmmm... DO I???
but i ate a realy nice FRIED SALMON... haha.... till... someone was like CHOON WEI!!! WHERE ARE YOU??? haha....
after that we walked to ALEX HOUSE for BBQ. lols. FOOD AGAIN!!!!

reach alex`s house at around 5... then when we saw the bbq set we were like... OMG. "so CUTE"!!!!!!!
hahas... like for playing masak masak only.... haha.... X)
cook cook cook.... then MAKAN MAKAN MAKAN.... AGAIN!!! then later we cut cake for SU MEI!!!! haha.... sang birthday song for her.... though her birthday is TODAY.... =) (22/12/08) haha... but nevermind la.... throughout the world bbq..... many people were laughing and so on... having fun and so... i laugh l0tz too..
BUT... i felt kind of RESTLESS le the whole time.... i`m not sure why.... but i just have the FEELING.... don`t know why larr.... my heart and feelings just felt something bad was going to happen and something like that... but of cause i didn`t say anything la... till about 11 something when everyone left including me.... especially... on the way home... maybe thats why i slept at 2something and woke up at 7 gua.... aih.. don`t care larr.... hu cares????? ......... ????

k la.... that`s all for now la.... MOM annoying me... ... swt rite???

before i sign off....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU MEI!!!!

^^

ps... don`t you people think i ATE A LOT ??? haha.

cHoonY.... ( 7.58 p.m. )

wat a boring day..... sigh

2008-12-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

today.... not so interesting day after all... aih...

well... did nothing much actually....

sister not at home to fight wif me for the com... haha... thats d onli happy thing though..... >.<

went for lunch n then drop by at cousin`s house.... hehex... told my parents that i don`t want to go bak... later went to pro-X wif ben n li xia.... (pro-X is a cybercafe-for those who doesn`t know... xD )

played cod4.... AGAIN... getting sien i think.... there were some noobs today so i was like

**yay!!**

haha...

bully them lorrr....

mana tau later about half an hour the whole thing turn around pulak.... no i`m not saying i got bullied by the noobies.... hahas... how can that happen right?? but MANY MANY pros appeared pulak.... must be my cousin sister`s bf la.... all his fault mann... attract all the pros 2 come and play... haha... he`s good too u know....

after bout 2 hours playing got reali reali BORED... omg... i seem to be bored of everything le... SOMEONE!!! suggest something that might turn my life into a COLOURFUL one plzzzz.... pLEAse.... ANYONE???

.....

anyways... went home about six....

slept... ate dinner...

now... facebooking... just like every other day of my dreadful life...... mann.... i think even school season is much more interesting then now le....

well... thats all for today i guess......

the sunset today didn`t seem nice like it used to be....

i guess maybe its just me... well... it juz don`t seem that beautiful after all.....

what do you think???? ?????

(cHoonY......)

my FIRST post...

2008-12-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

hahas...

welll.... didn`t wanted to start a blog wan... welllll.....

since KAH YAN was like CHOON WEI!!!!

better start a blog NOW... wow... u neva noe a gals anger mann..

so... hehe...

** hey... im no coward k... she was like
holding a KNIFE towards me so.. er...
guess i better start one.. see for urself...
d image on d right...
won`t YOU be scared too???**

haha... well.... i guess now i should give CREDITS cuz....
i think im actuali enjoying dis.. haha.

ps. ppl... gimme some comments yea... ^^ after all.. im new to dis.. haha..

the StaRT of something NEW...

concerned, NO WAY to find out.

symbol of a thousand words

you crushed my DreaM....

MiNe =)

personal statement

kissing you... =)

Play For Charity

come COME!!

the LAST one...

i`m back!!!

not a nice day.

the agony of WAITING...

nokia X6!!

which college??!!!

OMG..

hmmm... help???

aGaRH!!!

walauweee....

how peculiar...

MUST WATCH!!!! =)

Video/Song of the day. Breathe-Taylor Swift ft. Colbie Caillat

U`LL PAY FOR IT.

the starting sounds weird?? =)

mannn...

TRUE or FALSE???

TWO WORDS

1st day of 2nd Sem-- THINK AGAIN.

CANCELLED!

Attention!!

second day

first home alone day...

Trick Of The Mind(Boy-Part 1)

Trick Of The Mind(Girl-Part 1)

finally!!!

BACK!!!

anyone wana come along??

Teacher`s Day 2009

this piece by jon schmidt roxs wei... VERI NICE!!! ^^

unlucky day

would SUM1 buy it for me??? hehe...

prefect camp (18-19 april 2009)

A PoeM....

boys...

another school life day.....

B*TCHES!!!!

a day of happiness n dissapointments....

should i???

haha.. found this... quite INTERESTING.... ^^

... hmm...

HAPPY NEW YEAR...

DISCLAIMER...

one short one for today...

something to know....

a day that went WELL??? or not??? u TELL me...

wat a boring day..... **sigh**

my FIRST post...

wat a boring day..... sigh